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Name: Melissa
Birthday: 6/15/1983
Gender: Female
Interests: Movies, music, life in general, smiling, laughing, having fun, learning, reading, movies, watching the history channel..
Expertise: Winning. :)
Occupation: Student
Industry: MBA
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AIM:  missakay7
Yahoo:  missakay7
Member Since:
2/6/2003
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| I'm moving and starting a new job.. that will hopefully turn into a career. i'm wicked excited! I'll be working for Rockwell Automation... they offered me 10 k more than what I am making now and also a sign on bonus.. It's in Twinsburg which is near Cleveland. I'm going to be living in Strongsville.. by my friend Ian... Yay! at least I'll have friends that I'm near who will want to hang.. I've been completely lonely.
I love my puppy... she makes me smile. :)
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| giving up on xanga.
why even try?
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| hey... have you guys ever tried to decipher guys and can't?? I've had three dates with Eric since last Saturday... I still don't know what is going on in his head... He's kissed me.. and it's been great... but I don't want to put my heart into something only to get it stomped on (again)... What should I do?? Guys, please help me with this.. Please.. I just don't understand and I don't want to ruin what's going on... but I do need to know, right?
I made him a blanket... is that too much too soon???
let me know.
girls, your input too would be great.
Melissa
wow... don't everyone answer all at once... jerks.
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| I got a date on Saturday. :)
three cheers for me. :)
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| I have come to realize that I am not alone. I have wonderful friends
here in Columbus that are just great. Here I was, for six months,
thinking, "Oh, I am so lonely, blah blah blah"... but I think I thought
that way because I was being treated like crap, but that's neither here
nor there.
I think I'm realizing that I'm a good person too.
Sometimes too nice. I'm a giver and unfortuantely some people realized
that and took me for all that I'm worth. I now sit here and I'm broke,
way broke, and I'm wondering how I'm going to be able to pay all my
bills this month. Luckily, I have some very special people that will
make sure I will make my payments and they understand the situation (my
two wonderful parents) and understand that I will be getting ALL my
money back, thankfully, in one way or another.
Unfortunately, my
heart has been broken recently. It is definitely a learning lesson for
me. Finally getting the courage to dump him and realize what a snake
he truly is. For Christmas I bought what's his face an XBox 360 and a
few hundred dollars worth of other stuff, right? On Christmas, what
did I get? Nothing. I got a, "Melissa, your present isn't here yet."
Right. I was also told, "This is the best Christmas present ever."
Ha. Right again. Anyways, supposedly, what's his face bought me Linkin
Park tickets for Christmas. The concert was February 15th. I got all
dolled up, was very excited, and guess what? What's his face never
showed, didn't call, didn't text. NOTHING. I was SO upset that right
then, I knew what's his face had done something and that we were done.
I DID NOT deserve to be treated that way. I didn't hear from what's
his face for over a week, but the minute i mention court and my money,
what's his face calls me (of course, what's his face is scared
crapless, every reason to be too... ) Anyways, come to find out,
what's his face sold MY Christmas present and the "best" Christmas
present I bought him. Nice, right? Well... I'm going to be compensated
for that, don't you worry. What's his face can't think that what's his
face can do that and not reap the consequences.
As Justin Timberlake says, "What goes around comes around"...
and
I will get mine... I deserve someone that wants to take me out to a
nice dinner and pay.. I deserve someone that loves me for me and
doesn't try to change me (i.e. my clothes, my hair... ) I deserve
someone that wants to call me and be around me... and cares about me,
truly cares about me... I am honestly going through one of the hardest
times in my life, battling this ordeal, do i have cancer? do I not have
cancer? and I need people to support me, not treat like like crap and
push me off to the side. I don't think that's too much to ask for, is
it? Nahhh.. It isn't. What's funny, my mom will be driving past
what's his name's work (she told me, I just laughed) and she goes, I
just want to go in there and shake what's his name and be like, why did
you do this to her? do you realize that you lost something sooo good,
one of the best things you'll ever have? I laugh at this because
what's his face said those exact words to me, "you're one of the best
things that's happened to me." HA! You don't treat someone that way
if that's the case... right boys??? Am I right??
So, I'm
heading to VA Beach here in March to visit my bestest.. I'm totally
pumped. I haven't seen her in a couple months, but that was with her
dad so we didn't really get to "hang out"... I miss our good times
together.. :)
Adam wants me to start hanging out with his
friend Eric, who just moved here (who looks like the guy from the
notebook...hahaha he told me that two times)... I think he's going to
the Indians game with me on the 2nd and I think I may be going to a
hockey game with him. We'll see..
The usual group does
something about two or three times a week... Matt, Nick, Greg, Meghan
and me... Usually play guitar hero at someone's house, we all have it
and love it... and then on the weekends we go out... Sometimes to a
pub, sometimes downtown, just depends. I had Raising Cane's for the
first time a couple weeks ago and I about died. It was AMAZING.
My
adorable, little puppy is freaking amazing. I love her to death. She
wakes me up in the morning by licking my face and I know then that she
has to go out. :)
So that's my update.. :) Lord knows I've been through enough! :) | | |
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